How do people get through things like this?
I’m finding it hard to even function
I force myself to eat
I force myself to sleep
Sometimes I even have to force myself to breathe, because I don’t even want to do that
I’ve lost all control of my emotions
I feel sick and my whole body aches.
It’s a physical sadness, as well as emotional.
I don’t know what to do.
I’d swap places with you in a second if I could.
All I want to do is cry.
I want to spend every second with you
But I can’t handle listening to you say your goodbyes.
you say that you’re sick of people automatically assuming you want to fuck their boyfriends, or you get called a slut when you’re not.
are you forgetting that you slept with my ex boyfriend whilst we were together, being fully aware that we were together?
and now you’re being super lovely to me and calling me babe and acting almost like we are friends, as if nothing ever happened?
pull your fucking head in
Why does shit like this happen to the people who don’t deserve it?
I hate it when I get like this.
When I start to withdraw, and sleep all the time.
I push people away, and I run at the mention of any sort of intimacy or closeness to anyone, even friends, even though I crave it so much.
For fear of what though?
That, I can’t answer.
I want this to go away
And everything to be back to normal
But nothing is going to be normal ever again.
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- 1. had sex?
- 2. bought condoms?
- 3. gotten pregnant?
- 4. failed a class?
- 5. kissed a boy?
- 6. kissed a girl?
- 7. used a little paper bag for lunch?
- 8. had a job?
- 9. slipped on ice?
- 10. missed the school bus?
- 11. left the house without my wallet?
- 12. bullied someone on the internet?
- 13. sexted?
- 14. had sex in public?
- 15. played on a sports team?
- 16. smoked weed?
- 17. smoked cigarettes?
- 18. smoked a cigar?
- 19. drank alcohol? .
- 20. watched “The Breakfast Club”?
- 21. been overweight?
- 22. been underweight?
- 23. had an eating disorder?
- 24. been to a wedding?
- 25. made fun of someone for being fat?
- 26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
- 27. watched tv for 5 hours straight?
- 28. been late for work?
- 29. been late for school?
- 30. kissed in the rain?
- 31. showered with someone else?
- 32. failed my drivers test?
- 33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes?
- 34. been outside my home country?
- 35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
- 36. had lice?
- 37. gotten my heart broken?
- 38. had a credit card?
- 39. been to a professional sports game?
- 40. broken a bone?
- 41. been unhappy about my weight?
- 42. won a trophy?
- 43. cut myself?
- 44. had an STD?
- 45. got engaged?
- 46. been on a diet?
- 47. tried out to be on a tv show?
- 48. rode in a taxi?
- 49. been to prom?
- 50. played a drinking game?
- 51. stayed up for 24 hours or more?
- 52. been to a concert?
- 53. had a three-some?
- 54. had a crush on someone of the same sex?
- 55. been in a car accident?
- 56. had braces?
- 57. learned another language?
- 58. killed an animal?
- 59. been at a yard sale?
- 60. been to a japanese steakhouse?
- 61. wore make up?
- 62. talked to someone via webcam?
- 63. lost my virginity before I was 16?
- 64. had my wisdom teeth taken out?
- 65. kissed someone a different race than myself?
- 66. snuck out of the house?
- 67. bought porn?
- 68. had a virus on my computer?
- 69. had oral sex?
- 70. dyed my hair?
- 71. gone skinny dipping?
- 72. graduated from college?
- 73. wore someone else’s clothes?
- 74. voted in a presidential election?
- 75. rode in an ambulance?
- 76. rode in a helicopter?
- 77. caught the stove on fire?
- 78. got in a verbal fight?
- 79. met someone famous?
- 80. been on vacation?
- 82. been on a boat?
- 81. been on an airplane?
- 83. broken something expensive?
- 84. had surgery?
- 85. kissed someone before I was 14?
- 86. beat a video game?
- 87. found something valuable on the ground?
- 88. made a survey?
- 89. stalked someone on a social network?
- 90. prank called someone?
- 92. spent over $100 shopping in one day?
- 91. been to a library outside of school?
- 93. cut my hair and hated it?
- 94. peed outside?
- 95. went fishing?
- 96. helped with charity?
- 97. taken a pregnancy test?
- 98. been rejected by a crush?
- 99. been suspended from school?
- 100.broken a mirror?
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